Totally Compulsive
So for the last five days I have completely gone without porn and it's really bizzare to have to deal with my compulsion to do so. Typing in a porn url into the address bar is almost a compulsion when I get even a little bored. However, when it comes down to it. I immediately close the window and instead begin fantasizing about my girlfriend. This is not an easy system; my girlfriend is currently six hours away for her last year of post-secondary education and sexual release comes less frequently than one would hope. But this is worth it, she had asked me to quit before and I'd sooner take her up on it than retain my compulsion to look at porn.
So for the last five days I have completely gone without porn and it's really bizzare to have to deal with my compulsion to do so. Typing in a porn url into the address bar is almost a compulsion when I get even a little bored. However, when it comes down to it. I immediately close the window and instead begin fantasizing about my girlfriend. This is not an easy system; my girlfriend is currently six hours away for her last year of post-secondary education and sexual release comes less frequently than one would hope. But this is worth it, she had asked me to quit before and I'd sooner take her up on it than retain my compulsion to look at porn.
posted by Blind Tomorrow at 9:11 AM
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Hello. My name is Luke and I blog at CovenantEyes.com/blog. I am getting ready to write about about how pornography addicts use blogging as way to help themselves through their addiction. Would you be interested in shooting me a quick email with some thoughts?
1. Why do you blog about your addiction/temptation with porn?
2. Have you been encouraged through your use of a blog? How?
3. Have you met other bloggers who are doing the same thing?
Let me know if you are interested in helping me with this! Thanks.
luke.gilkerson@covenanteyes.com
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